Running backward so I can hold you in the mirror. I know if I turn around you won’t be there. Taking it all in, a deep breath, before I go under, before I surrender. And above, are you watching me? when I cry, are you holding me? When I float to the surface, tears filling up the ocean, staring back into blue skies, are you smiling at me?

I am smiling at you. It is well.
Rolling over on my pillow, I close my eyes and hope to see you again… in my dreams
dreams